Umph

I'm going to apologize first of all. I'm sorry it has been a while since I've updated the blog. I find that the last few weeks have been very hard for me. I grow increasingly unhappy with things around me. I'm sure some of you are thinking that I have "short-timers". And yes, I am ready to go back to Hawaii and be with Andy. But it is so much more than that.

Being unable to communicate with Andy is very difficult. I often don't sleep well and I'm always waiting to hear from him. Lately we have been able to talk more often, but that just means maybe an email hear or there.

I'm also hardly able to handle first grade anymore. I often leave school feeling like I want to cry. I have taken the advice of dancing and listening to music. We dance everyday and sing. And yet they continue to talk constantly and don't listen. Yes we have routines (just in case you were wondering). They seem to have a great time at school while I have mental breakdowns.

There are other things that bother me as well, but lets not put everything out there.

I spoke to Andy just now. It was wonderful to hear his voice after the day I've had. And he is buying me a bag that I just have to have for traveling. I'm such a bag lady. I need to get rid of some before I leave here.

Side note: Our nephew, Zander, wants Andy to bring him a real lion home. How cute!

Okay, no more whining. Andy reminded me that I felt better when I was going to the gym and that I should get back in there soon. I know he's right.

I'll try and be better about the blog. Bye for now!